well, gue merasa sedikit sedih..
tapi gue gak tau kenapa kok bisa sedih..
kemaren gue denger lagunya Avril Lavigne yang My Happy Ending, gue denger itu berkali-kali dan tiba–tiba airmata gue ngalir…
lah?!
mata gue kenapa yak??
kok ada air ngalir??
emangnya air mancur???
bercanda.. hehehehe..
sebenernya ini ada kaitan sama seseorang yang diluar sana, seseorang yang jadi adek-adekan gue, seseorang yang udah masuk dalam kehidupan gue sejak gue jadian sama seseorang di masa lalu…
gue udah lama menginginkan dia, tapi kenapa mulut gue gak bisa berkata jujur, kenapa suara gue gak bisa keluar dan kenapa jari-jari gue enggan mengetik kata-kata yang seharusnya gue ketik sejak dulu???
WHY?!!!
gue udah muak sama semua kebohongan yang udah keluar dari mulut gue!!
gue udah muak sama kebohongan yang udah gue ciptain selama ini!!!
tapi kenapa itu semua kebohongan itu menjadi candu yang amat sangat kuat…
gue gak bisa menghentikan semua kebohongan yang udah gue perbuat…
kebohongan itu dosa termanis yang pernah gue lakukan selama ini…..
gue harap, suatu saat semua ini menghilang begitu aja…
walau menghilang pelan-pelan..
gue harap ini adalah happy ending yang baik bagi gue..
ini lirik My Happy Endingnya Avril, yang bikin gue nangis terus-terusan..
enjoy.. 
So much for my happy ending
Ohh, ohh
So much for my happy ending
ohh, ohh,ohhhh
Let’s talk this over
It’s not like we’re dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don’t leave me hangin’
In a city so dead.
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything
That I wanted,(that I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it (we lost it)
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
ohh, ohh,
So much for my happy ending
Ohh ohh
You’ve got your dumb friends
I know what they say (they say)
They tell you I’m difficult
But so are they (But so are they)
But they don’t know me
Do they even know you?(even know you?)
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do (all the shit that you do)
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything
That I wanted (that I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it (we lost it)
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
It’s nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you care
And making me feel like I was the only one
It’s nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were through
He was everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
You were everything, everything
That I wanted (that I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
ohh ohh ohh ohh
So much for my happy ending
ohh ohh ohh ohh
So much for my happy ending
ohh, ohh, ohh, ohhhh
